life.like.this

salam.

It's been a while.. waiting is hurting you know. I have been very good at doing nothing for more than a month now (or more than that, I guess) Waiting for this so-called "letter".

YEs, life been so easy now. With no burdens on my head- no books to check, no lesson planning, no money, not practicing any theories which have been taught for 5 and half yrs! no kk xtvts, no baju kurung, no nametags, no colleagues. no ideas for 2morows' lesson. Oh, darn.

I kinda miss my practical time, where I have to wake up early. arrive early @ school, drink a cup of hot coffee 2 start my day, being in class, talking with those cute innocent children, playing with them and everything. and yes. Now, I realise how much I miss being a TEACHER.

My life now is 24/7 on9. tv. a never-ending household chores. handphone. sms'. gayut-ing. cooking. laundry. cleaning.and you know what. I'm bored to death. plssss HIRE ME! I seriously need a job, sigh.

love is endless

nice song!!! by mozella :)

1- for starry nights and
2- for candle lights and
3- for long walks in the sun
4- for all the laughter
5- for ever after
6- your smile is just the best.
Love is endless

Love, love love love, love love love, love love love
Love is endless
Love, love love love, love love love, love love love
Love is endless

7- you're my goodluck charm
8- for your open arms
9- for best sunday in the rain.

10- couldn't get much better
11- two once put together
12- all the joy and happiness.
Love is endless

[chorus]

count out loud,
all of the ways that life is good,
on different days,
how things can change
love always stays the same.

count out loud, it never ends the list goes on hit on again
forgive forget, and let your heart begin, love is endless

[chorus]

13- I got brand new eyes
14- everything's a surprise
15- not a day that I regret,
Love is endless.

you're my bad habit which I can't resist.

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I never would have imagined that I would have such strong feelings for you,

I never would have thought that I would have dreams about you,

I never have thought that I would miss being by your side,

Or getting butterflies in my stomach when someone mentions your name.

When I first met you, I would’ve never thought that I would love you.

LOVE; noun.

Definition; You and Me♥

currently.

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random

Gigi: A wise person once told me that if a guy wants to be with a girl, he will MAKE IT HAPPEN, no matter what.

niat.

I believe that everything we do in life, we must include our niat on it. Niat (intention) is something that we have set in our heart before we going to do something. It is depend on you whether you want your niat to be good or bad.




Nabi s.a.w bersabda: “Setiap amalan itu hanyalah berdasarkan niat” (Riwayat al-Bukhari dan Muslim).

My lecturer once has asked the same question to me,
"What is your niat for today's class?"
"Do you want all the students to understand what you have taught and succesfully achieve your learning outcome?"


I never take it seriously when it comes to this matter. seriously. As a teacher, I want my students to understand what I have taught them, but I never set a niat before I enter the class, which I think I should improve from now onwards.

when it comes to relationship, I apply my lecturer's advice on the niat. My bff once told me, it's all depends on our niat. If you have a good intention, then you might have the rewards and if you don't then you have to face the consequence on what you have set in your heart. It's like the elders always said "niat pun dah sik betol, ya lah jadi macam ya"

So, if you are in a relationship now..have you ever think what is your niat in your relationship? Do you want a relationship just for being fun? or because you are damn bored-or because you want he/she (your spouse) become your future husband/wife and the relationship will end to a marriage? or Do you want the relationship because you're jealous of others relationship and you think you need one? Well, It's all depend on your niat.

p/s: start to set your niat in whatever you do today! may Allah bless us,amin :)

day3

day 3 without you.
54:21

thanx for the memories :)

For all my classmates, happy holiday ppl :D
I have to admit that I hate this part the most --> when it comes to say GOOD BYE.
I'm looking forward to meet u guys on our convocation day! hopefully, amin..


and for someone, I'm happy you're happy. (I really mean it) Even though you are my history, yeah it's just great to see how your life have been so much better now. Once again, I'm really happy to see how you've change to be a better person. Thx for all the memories, dude.


and..last but not least. I'm gonna miss you so much munmunnnn
Thanks for EVERYTHING! :)
I really hope that everything goes well and I'm hoping for a happy ending for both of us. aminnnn yaRabbal alamin

the only girl.

Want you to make me feel like I’m the only girl in the
world?
Like I’m the only one that you’ll ever love
Like I’m the only one who knows your heart
Only girl in the world…
Like I’m the only one that’s in command
Cuz I’m the only one who understands how to make you
feel like a man
Want you to make me feel like I’m the only girl in the
world
Like I’m the only one that you’ll ever love
Like I’m the only one who knows your heart
Only one…

Am i the only girl in your world?

aidil adha

Salam.
HAppy Eid al-Adha, ppl. I'm all alone now and kinda sad becos this eid will not be the same becos I'm so far away from home, family and my fave people :'( Luckily, it is my final year so I'm busy packing my stuffs and spending quality time 2gether wif him before I'm going back to my hometown. Perhaps munmun is planning something for 2moro, for both of us.


And congratulation to my little brother becos he is going to pursue his study in uitm next month. We all proud of u, dear :)


raya sorang-sorang. -_-"

heartBREAKER? no, I'm NOT.

The saddest thing that can happen is when one falls in love while the other wants nothing more than friendship. -Vea Mariz


I'm sorry. I just can't.
I want you to know that I never meant to hurt you.
This is the best for us and I hope you'll understand.

crush

.....you little spies :P


crush crush crush

sigh.

Don't say you love me when you don't even know me.

spare me..

just three last words.

kenapa cepat sangat?

Aku agak pelek lah. Adakah manusia bernama lelaki terlalu cepat/mudah nak jatuh cinta/suka dgn seorang perempuan eventho dia xpenah jumpa perempuan to face to face.

Kalau setakat tengok gambar and calling2 boleh terus jatuh cinta ker?
Serius aku xfaham. KAlau tengok pengalaman sekeliling, sorang kawan laki aku pun penah fall in love with sorang perempuan yg dia jumpa di laman sosial.. tanpa pernah jumpa dengan perempuan tu. setakat kol and gamba perempuan tu..tapi at last hubungan diorang tak ke mana2 sebab banyak kali laki tu ajak dia jumpa perempuan tu pulak 1001
alasan dia bagi.."tak ready lah..." and banyak lagi lah. So laki ni pun dah marah giler then sumpah2 perempuan tu...hmmm

Mungkin daya tarikan perempuan tu sangat kuat samapai dia boleh confess macam tu jer. huhu. Is that so simple? hee. I wonder lah macam mana diorang boleh fall in love head over heel dengan perempuan yg dia xpernah jumpa lagi..Tapi, cinta macam ni memang wujud kan..

Kalau dia expect lebih2 dkt perempuan tu then perempuan tu taklah seperti yang diharap2kan macam mana? kan dah frust. -.-

Mungkin ini jatuh cinta pandang pertama? atau love without reason.

haih. serius tak faham.

the proposal.

I'm so sorry, I don't think I can accept you

because

someone has stolen my heart.

:(

imya.

rindu,tauk!

hey ladies.

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25.

Random things/facts about yourself:

1. I want to gain weight, seriously. Walaupun orang cakap badan I dah ok, tapi rasa macam sangat kurus and cambes jer kalau dapat gain some weight. Taklah macam sekeping jer kalau guna wed dress. heee (:

2. Ekceli, saya sangat suka makan ulam2an. Anything yang pahit ka masam dan paling suka kalo sambal tu pedas. umph!

3. Ok. saya ada rahsia. Saya ni boleh dikatakan mix blood. Walaupun kedua-dua parents melayu, tetapi sebelah ayah ada keturunan melayu dari Acheh. And sekarang kazen2 pun duduk sana and sangat teringin melawat family kat sana.

4.Saya adalah yang paling pendek/kecik/petite among my sibling. Ok benci yang ini. Tapi, tak kesah since suma kawan2 umi and ayah ingat I ni anak yang kedua or ketiga. Ok saiz kecik nampak lebih muda kot? haha.

5. My first love adalah seorang budak sama sekolah rendah. heee. And saya memang pernah admire kat dia sewaktu sekolah rendah lagi, then apabila jadi kapel macam omaigod. my dreams come true! cehh haha.

6. Saya rasa macam susah nak deal dengan orang yang terlalu pendiam. Walaupun saya ni jenis suka cakap dan agak talkative, tapi macam tak pandai nak cakap dengan orang yang kurang bercakap and kurang respon. hmmmm.

7. Saya rasa saya nak kawen umur 25. boleh?

8. Ok number 7 is my fave no. sebab? birthday saya 7 Mei. Then no 7 macam sangat sexy kan. heh.

9. Saya ingin travel around the world. Dan 2 tempat yang saya ingin pergi atdismoment ialah MEkkah and England.

10. Ok, sekarang saya tengah berkawan dengan seseorang dan saya harapkan hubungan kami berakhir dengan sebuah ikatan yang sah dan halal sebab saya nampak potensi yang baik dalam diri dia. (setakat ini).amin.amin.

11.Oh.Tak sangka dalam tempoh 3 minggu lagi, saya akan tamat pengajian selama 5 tahun setengah di sini. How time flies!

12. Saya geli dengan ular, lintah dan darah yang banyak.

13. Saya sangat minat untuk mempelajari bahasa asing. Dulu di sekolah ada jugak belajar bahasa Arab, tapi macam dah lupa sebab tak praktis kan. =.=

14. Saya suka lelaki yang kurus dan tinggi! Especially time dia pandang kita , dia terpaksa tunduk kepala and kita pulak angkat kepala nak cakap kat dia. yelah kita ni pendek. Dia tu tinggi. (unsur anime + manga Jepon yang melampau)

15. Sebenarnya, saya seorang yang mempunyai ego yang agak tinggi dan juga keras kepala.

16. Tetapi saya cepat kasihan kan orang dan mudah nak menangis kalau ada apa2 benda yang menyentuh perasaan.

17. Saya juga boleh menjadi sangat LOUD kalau jumpa kawan2 lama, bff dan kazen. Sebab mereka2 ni sangat gila2 dan semestinya juga sangat loud.

18. Saya mula suka untuk masak dan mencuba resepi masakan yang baru, tetapi saya tak berapa minat nak buat kek.

19. Cita-cita terpendam saya ialah untuk menjadi seorang peguam syariah!

20.Saya suka kaler pink, puteh, merah dan hitam and pepel.

21. Saya suka karaoke dan menyanyi. Tapi suara saya tak cukup tinggi untuk nyanyi lagu yang bernot tinggi.

22. Saya juga berminat dengan gadget-hp,ipod,kamera,dsb. Suka jugak nak explore benda2 ni.

23. Fotografi --> minat saya yang tak pernah padam dan berhasrat untuk belajar dengan lebih detail or maybe boleh jadi sumber pendapatan sampingan satu hari nanti.

24. Sebenarnya, saya mempunyai memori yang agak bagus. Saya dapat mengingat sesuatu perkara atau kata2 yang bermakna dengan sangat detail jika saya sudah tertarik dengan seuatu perkara/ seseorang.

25. Saya seorang yang gila-gila dan tidak lah se-serius atau se-sombong seperti yang anda sangka. Dan saya tak pilih bulu apabila berkawan sebab saya memang suka berkawan (:

eh eh dah habis? heee.

crying baby.

I want you to know that

I will always be your crying baby...