Monday, January 17, 2011


It's been a while.. waiting is hurting you know. I have been very good at doing nothing for more than a month now (or more than that, I guess) Waiting for this so-called "letter".

YEs, life been so easy now. With no burdens on my head- no books to check, no lesson planning, no money, not practicing any theories which have been taught for 5 and half yrs! no kk xtvts, no baju kurung, no nametags, no colleagues. no ideas for 2morows' lesson. Oh, darn.

I kinda miss my practical time, where I have to wake up early. arrive early @ school, drink a cup of hot coffee 2 start my day, being in class, talking with those cute innocent children, playing with them and everything. and yes. Now, I realise how much I miss being a TEACHER.

My life now is 24/7 on9. tv. a never-ending household chores. handphone. sms'. gayut-ing. cooking. laundry. cleaning.and you know what. I'm bored to death. plssss HIRE ME! I seriously need a job, sigh.

Sunday, January 16, 2011

love is endless

nice song!!! by mozella :)

1- for starry nights and
2- for candle lights and
3- for long walks in the sun
4- for all the laughter
5- for ever after
6- your smile is just the best.
Love is endless

Love, love love love, love love love, love love love
Love is endless
Love, love love love, love love love, love love love
Love is endless

7- you're my goodluck charm
8- for your open arms
9- for best sunday in the rain.

10- couldn't get much better
11- two once put together
12- all the joy and happiness.
Love is endless


count out loud,
all of the ways that life is good,
on different days,
how things can change
love always stays the same.

count out loud, it never ends the list goes on hit on again
forgive forget, and let your heart begin, love is endless


13- I got brand new eyes
14- everything's a surprise
15- not a day that I regret,
Love is endless.

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

you're my bad habit which I can't resist.

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I never would have imagined that I would have such strong feelings for you,

I never would have thought that I would have dreams about you,

I never have thought that I would miss being by your side,

Or getting butterflies in my stomach when someone mentions your name.

When I first met you, I would’ve never thought that I would love you.

LOVE; noun.

Definition; You and Me

Monday, November 29, 2010


Gigi: A wise person once told me that if a guy wants to be with a girl, he will MAKE IT HAPPEN, no matter what.

Thursday, November 25, 2010


I believe that everything we do in life, we must include our niat on it. Niat (intention) is something that we have set in our heart before we going to do something. It is depend on you whether you want your niat to be good or bad.

Nabi s.a.w bersabda: “Setiap amalan itu hanyalah berdasarkan niat” (Riwayat al-Bukhari dan Muslim).

My lecturer once has asked the same question to me,
"What is your niat for today's class?"
"Do you want all the students to understand what you have taught and succesfully achieve your learning outcome?"

I never take it seriously when it comes to this matter. seriously. As a teacher, I want my students to understand what I have taught them, but I never set a niat before I enter the class, which I think I should improve from now onwards.

when it comes to relationship, I apply my lecturer's advice on the niat. My bff once told me, it's all depends on our niat. If you have a good intention, then you might have the rewards and if you don't then you have to face the consequence on what you have set in your heart. It's like the elders always said "niat pun dah sik betol, ya lah jadi macam ya"

So, if you are in a relationship now..have you ever think what is your niat in your relationship? Do you want a relationship just for being fun? or because you are damn bored-or because you want he/she (your spouse) become your future husband/wife and the relationship will end to a marriage? or Do you want the relationship because you're jealous of others relationship and you think you need one? Well, It's all depend on your niat.

p/s: start to set your niat in whatever you do today! may Allah bless us,amin :)

Sunday, November 21, 2010